Letting Go, part two

I asked for the gift of letting Go….And God has given me that gift.

It did not come without confrontation…It did not come easy, as I was looking for a answer in my spirit. And yet, I got a different one.

When all of this time, all I realized I was looking for (acceptance, people to believe in me, even a “ok” To Go and ”explore”) was already there.  It was already there. And I chose to ignore it.

So, now, with this freedom-The things I need to also be free from are lurking.  Are the answers there?  How high up the ladder do I trudge with this?? how much is God really beckoning me to let Go this season??? How much am I trusting Him??? reallly?

To Experience Him in all of His fullness??

To know what He wants and desires for me?

And then, how to pratically apply this to my life???? everyday? To know what I should or should not take responsibility for? How much help I am offering is too much? Or not enough?  what do I need to put my energy in and what do I need to let go of???  How do I know when enough is enough…????

I want to reach the sky…I want to experience God in Full form, because the GLORY OF GOD IS MAN FULLY ALIVE (Saint Inenaeus), I want to climb…But I need To Know God will climb With Me.  To Let Go.  

 

 

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